solid air

I made a deal with Loren last night. This way we are both either A. successful, B. go down in flames together. Feels good someone else is in the exactly same situation I am. I dont know how much more my dopamine levels can take so I plan on changing things up this week, since I am going to Vegas with my family anyways. One day can make a difference in restructuring your mind, kind of how one day with you... On a good note, well right now there is not much good I cant remember the last time I had a good laugh or a good feeling. I am quite pathetic right now and need to fix it over night, I cant be miserable around my family because my mom is already worried about me. Which isn't good. Hopefully next time I post on here it will be something other than a depressive rant. Being sober sucks.